Swallowed in the Sea

I don’t care if I hate my job, I’m working my ass off for the next month to buy awesome Christmas presents for the people I love. Suck it.

    1.    Your name and 5 things about you that no one really knows
    ⁃    Maria Emilia Ramiro
    ⁃    I’ve always wanted to be a professional ice skater. They’re so pretty.
    ⁃    I REALLY REALLY want to get into either Monmouth, Montclair or Seton Hall. Although, Middlesex is always a last resort.
    ⁃    Holidays make me sad because I don’t have family to spend it with.
    ⁃    I’ve had panic disorder and depression for about 3 years now.
    ⁃    I’m terrified of someone accidentally hearing me sing :S
    2.    A picture of one of your celebrity crushes and 5 things you would do with/to them. No questions asked.

    ⁃    Snuggle
    ⁃    Make him sing to me :)
    ⁃    Snuggle some more !
    ⁃    Walk down the street holding hands
    ⁃    Kissykisses :)
    3.    A picture and/or description of your favorite place in your world. And I’m not talking about like France or Greece. I’m talking somewhere you visit daily or atleast fairly often.

Just with him, forever <3
    5.    Please state your Hogwart’s House, your favorite spell, your patronus, your boggart, and your favorite book in the series :)
Gryfinndor, I’m a good kid :) Riddikulus ! A dog. The rocking horse from my scary re-occurring dream. The Prisoner of Azkaban.
    6.    Name your favorite sport and how you became interested in it. If you don’t like sports, tell us why :)
Field Hockey. My mom played in the first division in Argentina when she was younger and I guess I got into it because of her.
    7.    What’s your guilty pleasure tv show, food, and magazine?
Glee, Bacon Cheddar Potato Skin Chips and Seventeen magazine :)
    8.    Show me a picture of you and the person you feel closest to at this time?

    9.    Rant to me. About your family. Your friends. Your friend. A celebrity. A schoolmate. A tv show. Anything.
I’m upset that I have no family to spend Thanksgiving with tomorrow. That’s all for now.
    10.    If your house caught on fire what would be the most important things for you to save?
My dogs, my time capsule and my computer.
    11.    What is your favorite website aside from Tumblr? Why?
Youtube to watch Shane Dawson and find new music. Makes my day a little better :)
    12.    Show me the first and last gif in your gif folder. Along with your favorite gif of all time or just from right now :)
I don’t have a gif folder. Sorry.
    13.    What is your favorite book (aside from Harry Potter :))?
A Million Little Pieces, Looking for Alaska and Stargirl.
    14.    Show me a picture of your dream car.

    15.    If you were to get a tattoo what would it be of, where would it be, and why would you get it?
“You tell me to live” With four stars around it representing my mom, dad and two brothers. - It means that they are the reason that I wake up every morning and that I live my life for them. I’m not sure yet where I would get it. :/ Maybe my shoulder ?
“We are not our failures” - Since I’ve been dealing with depression and panic attacks, I always put myself down for small mistakes, but my mistakes do not represent who I am. I want this on my inner arm.
“Riddikulus” - All of my fears can be overcome by thinking positiviely. Hip.
” Lumos” - “Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remember to turn on the light.” Back of my neck
    16.    Name another celebrity crush and what would you say to them if you only had 30 seconds to talk to them while knowing you’d never see them again.
You’re an inspiration and ridiculously cute !
    17.    Show me a picture of your dream house.

    18.    If your ipod was to lose all but 5 songs with no chance of getting any other songs back onto it, what would you hope those songs would be?
Anything Lady Gaga, Katy Perry or Coldplay.
    19.    What are you craving to eat right now?
Cheesecake !!!
    20.    Show me a picture of you smiling :)

    21.    Post a picture of one thing you would buy if you had more than enough money to do so?

    22.    Who in your family are you the closest to? Why?
My dad, because It seems like we’re the same person :)
    23.    If you could have any pet regardless of what it is, what would you want?
A hedgehog and a bunch of yellow lab puppies !!!
    24.    Show me a picture of yourself that you think you look good in

    25.    What do you think your future looks like right now?
I’m not really sure. I don’t think I’ll be able to get into the schools I want to. I’m afraid.
    26.    List all of the things that make you smile/happier than anything else in the world/feel the best.
My family, My dogs and my boyfriend.
    27.    What are your favorite lyrics from a song played by your favorite band/singer/artist?
There’s too much to type.
    28.    Who inspires you the most? Be it based on personality, style, or what they’ve accomplished in life. Feel free to list more than one :)
Abuela, Tia Adriana and my mother. OH, and Lady Gaga :)
    29.    Why did you choose your current profile picture/icon?
Because it’s happy and summer and I look tan :)

Fuck. Yes.